melt

Okay, I miss her.  I miss her so much sometimes that it almost makes me sick.  And I know that that is stupid and weird.  It's been like three months.  And she wasn't that great, on the balance. [Not that great for me.]  I mean--what a sliding mindfuck we were together.  And what a fucking disaster she was for me...  So I should be getting over her...  I am fucking retarded.